Remind yourself that there is still so much time ahead...and there is no need to rush through anything but rather enjoy the NOW (and you can enjoy the now even more if you pretend things end up with you and your twin boys and your nice car and your amazing husband and you traveling and saving the world and... oh is that just me? )
I cant stop thinking about everything! My mind is on overload! Its a forest full of trees and vines crisscrossing in front of my path in a way that doesn't allow me to see through anything. Overwhelmed with too many details and options I just want to sit down and cry my eyes out. Honestly I feel like a little girl wishing all the time that things would just GO MY WAY. Gimme some sunshine, close friends, a happy family, some love, and can the bad things just POOF away? Is that so hard to ask? Can the school year go by smoother, can the math be easier, can the family be happier, can there be more time for reading, can there be less time for thinking, can there be time for feeling? Recently I heard someone say "people do too much thinking and not enough feeling". Now that's just great detective obvious, but how are you going to solve the mystery? How will you make people start to realize that spending a day with someone who is always alone - an outcast, homeless, elderly, or maybe even someone close to you (your sibling or a friend?), does much more to save the world than trying to finish the homework you've been assigned. I'm not going to stop doing my homework but I am going to keep daydreaming. Its still my favorite thing to do ever. I was just reading an old blog of mine and I was dreaming the same thing about a year ago too! Im going to daydream till I open my eyes and see my life is just the way I want it. *opens eyes* okay not quite there yet. :)
(This is the part where you click on this sentence to go back and see that blog I'm talking about)
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