Does this answer your question?

FIRST OF ALL :)
I am not a liar. Everything I had ever told him was true.
Seriously though it was complete honesty. I was so happy with him. I would have spent forever with him but we compromised and we said forever wasn't a good idea. I was fine with that. It's so easy to make me happy. You could give me a note saying 'Hi' on it and Id frame it. Id love the crap out of that note. I loved how angry he was because if he had been happy all the time I would have gotten sick of him. Would I? That is the question. No, actually the question is why wasn't I appreciated? What I mean by that is, what I did for that guy was WAY more than ANY girl would do for their bf. Ok let me fix that. What I did was way more than what I wanted to do and HEY where's my cookie???? (and my 20 bucks he owes me) My friends would have given me a cookie! Can I just say that they had NO influence on my ending things (actually first I tried to fix things or understand him). My friends were my support when I'd talk about how my man didn't act like a bf (man) around people... but I was still wayy into him and they were cool with that. None of my friends said "break up with him!" because they knew I was so sublimely happy. HE accused my best guy friend and I of being something more when my best friend did nothing but defend him. When I finally did understand what he wanted in a relationship -which I wished I hadn't figured out, I got the big picture. *LIGHTBULB* He wanted a girl that would just mess around and darling thats not me. I'll wash your dishes, I'll help you with homework, I'll sit in front of a fire with you and defend you from killer spiders, I'll do things out of my comfort zone, I'll run errands with you, I'll stretch with you, I'll wait for you while you're at p.t, I'll watch the MLB channel all day with you, I'll love your friends, I'll love your family, I'll love you. and I WOULD have kept doing all of this. I would have "seen the world" with him, would have put up with his flirting with other girls, would have watched every game, would have spent a whole day on the couch,  I would have let him call me all the names he wanted ( because one way or another he'd end up hurting on the floor), I could go ON and ON about everything I would have done but something would not have been on that list.. so I guess he thought I wasn't enough (I "didn't do what he asked me to" ?). Therefore, he didn't appreciate me. Seriously... I just wanted to be loved. I wanted to be loved by his flaws because he wasn't perfect (duh no one is). So he missed out but he did leave me one piece of advice...he gave me the okey (okay) to go after someone, baseball player, with a white car, nice family, tall, caucasian, at a different school, and appreciative of me.. whoops well that last part was the only difference. SWAG. Awesome advice bro.

Honestly. I really like you. what a shame... that ill get over you.

BRO! DON'T CALL HER!

So here are the rules about calling/ txting/ or talking to a girl to make sure yo don't see too desperate...
Rule 1) THERE ARE NO RULES! Seriously I have never met a girl that has said ' Well he better not call me today because he'll seem desperate.' Besides, if the girl you're calling is going to be thinking that then shes probably not worth your time.
Rule 2) Okay.. so there are rules. If she hasn't responded to the last 200 texts/phone calls/messages you've sent her over the span of one day then she is either a) busy b) not with her phone/computer c) not interested in you.  If you continue trying to make contact THEN you're desperate.

Therefore.... REVEAL YOUR EXISTENCE TO HER! ITS OK TO REMIND HER THAT YOU THOUGHT OF TALKING WITH HER JUST BECAUSE! NO ONE WILL JUDGE YOU... or at least I wont. : )

The Best Investment :)

BOYFRIEND FOR SALE

DESCRIPTION:

6’ foot
greenish hazel eyes                                  August 17, 2011
built                                                       to Ms. Ana 
shy (at first)
total stud
smart
hilarious
gets mad
forgives easily
forgets easily

amazing smile
soft hair                                       
will say he loves you          
will like your friends
gently used
great condition

LIKES

the color red (and blue)

baseball
Ana (he better)
cookies and cream ice cream

Tarzan (among other classics)
hanging with friends
bowling

lil' Wayne and Mac Miller (among other rappers)

COMES WITH:

swagger
sweet moments
‘till death’ guarantee
MLB skills
amazing family
car
big screen TV
loud music

DOES NOT INCLUDE:

call of duty skills

clean room
desire to take pictures


WARNING:

May cause over thinking, tears, uncontrollable smiling, confusion, squealing,  happiness, and total cuteness overload.

**By purchasing this product you are subject to being slightly jealous when another girl talks to him, heart break, heart-fix, amazing memories together, bad memories together, running after him to apologize, realizing he has been waiting for you for four hours, falling head over heels for one another, thinking about him all the freaking time, wondering how he feels, trying to read his mind, total happiness, and REALLY CHEESY blog posts.

The People

Argentina ;
Tango, musical spanish, delicious food, and beautiful people. Its not what I would use to describe a third world country. The reality of it is that Argentina is (to me) the most wonderful place on earth because of the people in it... and it is also one of the most unfair and cruel "hell-holes" out there.
The systems here, whether they be political, economical, or educational, are so unorganized. Here you can´t even pay your bills without waiting in a line for at least an hour. Oh but the people are so patient.. and they don´t start a law suit over how long they had to stand in the cold. Here there are more stray dogs that one can imagine.. and even more stray children and families. They live in homes with rooms that are not fit to house one person, made of tin metal, and they wear shoes if they're lucky... but they don´t run to their mothers and say that the food is gross and cold. Most people here don't have I-Phones and I-things... but they don't seem to think its the end of the world. They´d rather go over to their friends house and watch a game of soccer. The people have friends from their infancy... and they can laugh about things that happened in elementary school. Everyone knows someone worth knowing. Everyone has a friend (except for the president - she has to force people to come to her speeches). So why wouldn't I go live there? Why would I live here in the US? For the cars, the schools, and the comforts of living? Argentina is where my family is but here is where I've lived my life - it's where I'm comfortable. The decision is tearing me apart.. but I think I'm still sane.

High Expectations

Sometimes I just feel so... weighted by everything. My teachers, my parents, and my friends have such high expectations for me but whyyyyy. I wish I had a book called 'The answer to the question "why"'. I should write it - you know, its easier to give advice than to take your own. Today I wore a pretty dress... why? Its not like Id expect to meet someone that would come up to me and say "Dear me! What a pretty dress you have there!" and then they'd whisk me away into the sunset. Uhm thanks but no thanks Id rather have some sweet potato french fries. Why cant teachers just give us a break? Hello we have other classes and yes, families to deal with so whats the big deal? Why do people starve and why can I not go and help them - now? Why can't we all be friends forever and  have a good time and not have drama or deal with wars or the economy or certain times of the month or bad people? Why can't I have high expectations in myself and say that yes I will make a huge difference in the world? Whyyy??... I probably must sound like a little kid. Imagine if I said why to someone, they'd say "Because. That's why." Actually maybe it is just "because". And you know what? The bus driver today told me he really liked my dress. He said it looks so natural and down to earth. Then he whisked me away to my bus stop where I walked to Venice from...which technically was towards the sunset. It all works out doesn't it ? :)

Drugs are 'no bueno'

Young Wild and Free aka (Teenage Horny and Out-of-Control). I don't drink I don't smoke but why the heck do I LOVE this song (besides the fact that some of my favourite people listen to it all the time). Maybe its because I'm young and I can say that I like having a good time  

even if I look like an idiot doing it.

 

*Venting venting la di da* And after all that venting I realized that I really am SO friggin lucky and have the most wonderful people in MY life –yes mine all mine. 

They’re… the jelly if I’m the peanut butter,

the weird music on my laptop,

the strings on the guitar,

the night time to my day time,

the ‘h’ in my HR’s (the ‘R’ to my RBI’s),

the perfect match to an ‘apples-to-apples’ description,

the cheese to my macaroni,

the cream to my sour,

the puff to my coco,

They’re all the reasons that I am SO friggin lucky.

Eat that.

"OK." (The Things You Write When You Are Bored)

Text : (I miss you) but anyway one of my best friends is going out with this really nice girl! I'm so happy for him!

Reply: cool

Text: are you busy? cuz I mean I am too.. I have AP euro but when I'm done I get to see you!

Reply: ok.

Text: OK. COOL.
(peace out muh fuh kuh)

I HONESTLY do not understand why people even respond when they dont plan on continuing the conversation. Is it really that hard to add a smiley face or maybe a question. OH but I also realllly dislike the "so how was your day? fine and yours? good. whats up? nm u?" SERIOUSLY????? ... (wow I sound like one of those texing addicts im really not im more of a "wanna save the world with me?" addict or something of the sort).

so I may seem really mad but it's just frustrating. so for your information (to my one follower [which i adore]) that if I don't respond to you its because I feel like the conversation is going nowhere OR that I am easily distracted and a bit of a dummy doodie-head (but you already knew that).

Moving on... sooo  I was wondering...
Whats the point of staying mad? Or being mad at all? This is not in fact directed at anyone in particular but just a random question I ask myself because I don't see the point. Does being mad lead to anything good? No. So why do we find ourselves being upset? Its a question therefore I have no answer. All I know I can do is avoid being mad all together. I can't remember the last time I was mad at anyone. Maybe a little peeved like with the Texting situation or when I don't understand things in life. I like understanding sooo enlighten me.